There are times when I feel like I am running in circles. Does anything get better with time? It's frustrating living in an extended stall pattern, yet it's frightening to move on when it could affect your whole future.
My age, which is older than most of the people I work with but younger than some, makes me thoroughly question any changes I may be considering, to the point of driving me crazy with worry. Depending on the size of the change it could greatly change the course of my life, maybe toward something good, but it could also direct me toward something challenging. Do I take a leap of faith and hope I land on my feet?
How does one move beyond this questioning stage? Most of the time I do not have trouble going with the flow or closing my eyes and leaping without too many questions but this state of indecision about moving to a different work/personal life has thrown me into a spin cycle.
I am sending this thought out into the cosmos hoping I will be offered an open window or door, that by the time I post again I will have moved out of the spin cycle and into a true path to follow.
I will not let my faith waver, I will not let my faith waver. This will be my mantra until the path is revealed to me. Meanwhile any help on offering up positive thoughts and prayers will be greatly appreciated.
I will end with the thought that I am so thankful for all that I have, my friends, family, job, and shelter. I am truly blessed.
